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1.
Do every stupid thing that makes you feel alive Do every stupid thing to try to drive the dark away Let people call you crazy for the choices that you make Climb limits past the limits Jump in front of trains all day And stay alive Just stay alive Play with matches if you think you need to play with matches Seek out the hidden places where the fire burns hot and bright Find where the heat's unbearable and stay there if you have to Don't hurt anybody on your way up to the light And stay alive Just stay alive People might laugh at your tattoos When they do get new ones in completely garish hues I hide down in my corner because I like my corner I am happy where the vermin play Make up magic spells We wear them like protective shells Land-mines on the battlefield Find the one safe way And stay alive Just stay alive
2.
Downtown north past the airport A dream in switchgrass and concrete Three gray floors of smoky windows Facing the street Michael pulls the blinds back up Stares blankly at the intersection Watching for the guy who's got the angel dust Crystal clear connection Days like dominos All in a line We cheer for the home team every time Lakeside View, Lakeside View Lakeside View for my whole crew Most nights now sleep in the kitchen Keep my face cool on the floor And John, John comes by to drop off his envelopes Still playing postman after all these years Pull down my army surplus jacket Dig through some drawers to find the keys Emerge transformed in a million years From days like these Under each eye little greasepaint smudge You can't judge us - you're not the judge Lakeside View, Lakeside View Lakeside View for my whole crew And just before I leave I throw up in the sink One whole life recorded In disappearing ink And Ray left a message thumbtacked to the door I don't even bother trying to read them anymore Lakeside View Lakeside View, Lakeside View for my whole crew
3.
Some things you do just to see how bad they'll make you feel Sometimes you try to freeze time 'til the slots are a blur of spinning wheels But I am just a broken machine And I do things that I don't really mean Long black night Morning frost I'm still here But all is lost Speed up to the precipice and then slam on the brakes Some people crash two or three times and then learn from their mistakes We are the ones who don't slow down at all And there's nobody there to catch us when we fall Long black night Morning frost I'm still here But all is lost Feel the storm every night Hope it passes by Hallucinate a shady grove where Judas went to die Unfurl the black velvet altar cloth Draw a white chalk Baphomet Mistreat your Altar Boys long enough and this is what you get Sad and angry... can't learn how to behave Still won't know how in the darkness of the grave Long black night Morning frost I'm still here But all is lost
4.
Unknown engines underneath the city Steam pushing up in billows through the grates Frankie Lymon's tracking "Seabreeze" in a studio in Harlem Just a pair of tunes to hammer out Everybody's off the clock by 10 The loneliest people in the whole wide world are the ones you're never going to see again Feels so free when I hit the avenue Nothing like a New York summer night Every dream's a good dream Even awful dreams are good dreams If you're doing it right Remember soaring higher than a cloud Get pretty sentimental now and then The loneliest people in the whole wide world are the ones you're never going to see again And four hours north of Portland, a radio flips on And some no one from the future remembers that you're gone Armies massing in the dusky distance Ghosted in the ribbon microphone Leave a little mark on something, maybe Take the secret circuit home Nothing in the shadows but the shadow hands Reaching out to sad, young, frightened men The loneliest people in the whole wide word are the ones you're never going to see again Yeah, the loneliest people in the whole wide word are the ones you're never going to see again
5.
Unknown engines underneath the city Steam pushing up in billows through the grates Frankie Lymon's tracking "Seabreeze" in a studio in Harlem Just a pair of tunes to hammer out Everybody's off the clock by 10 The loneliest people in the whole wide world are the ones you're never going to see again Feels so free when I hit the avenue Nothing like a New York summer night Every dream's a good dream Even awful dreams are good dreams If you're doing it right Remember soaring higher than a cloud Get pretty sentimental now and then The loneliest people in the whole wide world are the ones you're never going to see again And four hours north of Portland, a radio flips on And some no one from the future remembers that you're gone Armies massing in the dusky distance Ghosted in the ribbon microphone Leave a little mark on something, maybe Take the secret circuit home Nothing in the shadows but the shadow hands Reaching out to sad, young, frightened men The loneliest people in the whole wide word are the ones you're never going to see again Yeah, the loneliest people in the whole wide word are the ones you're never going to see again
6.
Like a star come down to walk the Earth in radiant array I saw the light of my spirit descend the other day I was standing by the bus stop on North East 33rd When I got the word I will be made a new creature One bright day I don't have to be afraid Speed that day on it's way And you can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true, can you? Woke up on lockdown one more time My visions won't ever learn But I see the light that much clearer Every time I return Forge my armor in the old fire My spirit sings loud and clear Even in here I'll be reborn someday, someday If I wait long enough I don't have to be afraid I don't wanna be afraid And you can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true, can you?
7.
Sunset on Snohomish. Burn the tree line down. Hold my hopes underwater, Stand there and watch them drown. Fishing out their bodies, From the bathroom sink. Leave them in a bucket, Til they start to stink. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when. Trout swim past the fishing lines. Sky gets dark and close. Cars start up and make, Their nightly exodus. On a picnic bench alone, Watch the sky go dark. Dig my nails into my hands, Hope it leaves a mark. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when.
8.
Sunset on Snohomish. Burn the tree line down. Hold my hopes underwater, Stand there and watch them drown. Fishing out their bodies, From the bathroom sink. Leave them in a bucket, Til they start to stink. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when. Trout swim past the fishing lines. Sky gets dark and close. Cars start up and make, Their nightly exodus. On a picnic bench alone, Watch the sky go dark. Dig my nails into my hands, Hope it leaves a mark. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when.
9.
Sunset on Snohomish. Burn the tree line down. Hold my hopes underwater, Stand there and watch them drown. Fishing out their bodies, From the bathroom sink. Leave them in a bucket, Til they start to stink. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when. Trout swim past the fishing lines. Sky gets dark and close. Cars start up and make, Their nightly exodus. On a picnic bench alone, Watch the sky go dark. Dig my nails into my hands, Hope it leaves a mark. I think I'll stay here, Til I feel whole again. I don't know when.
10.
Pull my mask so tight Till it pinches my skin Nerves strung so high I am a mandolin Jenny calls from Montana She's only passing through Probably never see her again In this life I guess Not sure what I'm gonna do Plug a nightlight in Leave a porchlight on Because the small dark corner Have designs on me Live like an outlaw Clutching gold coins in his claw Room full of ambitious young policemen Everybody trying to make his mark I was a red dot Blinking on the screen up overhead And when the room went dark Dream of maybe waking up someday And wanting you less than I do This is a dream though It's never gonna come true Plug a night light in Leave the porch light on Because the small dark corners Are establishing a colony Live like an outlaw Clutching gold coins in his claw Can't ever set aside the sweetness Of the days before the crews put up the border Fields full of wet rain Cling tight to their memory forever Think about Montana when I close my eyes Possibly Jenny's headed east Count a couple of stray hopes out loud May their numbers one day be increased Plug a nightlight in Leave the porchlight on Because the small dark corners Breed like heavy animals Live like an outlaw Clutching cold coins in his claw
11.
Cops and robbers, strictly bargain line Spent the wet night tracking visions through the pines. Draw my arms into my hospital gown. See the sky open up and rain down, Rain down. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Hear my rivals on the western wind. Hard to know who might or might not be your friend. Work by the Plutonian light. Forbidden rosary prayers all night, All night. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Beam of a flashlight, All night in the woods. Hunt us like dogs, And then string us up for good. Keep one step ahead of enemies. Foretell worse things than such frightful nights as these. Lead us to the beach by our hands, And bury us there in the sand. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Mercy for the Diaz brothers. Mercy for the Diaz brothers.
12.
Like a spent gladiator Crawling in the Colosseum dust Who can count on his remaining limbs All the people he can trust Like the one who stands behind him Cheering him on Ecstatic when he stands defiant Wild with abandon when he's gone Just stay alive Keep your eyes on the pay line Like a village on the steppe About to get collectivized When the men emerge with rifles from the haystack Everybody looks surprised Like the mice in the forgotten grain Way up on the top shelf Like someone who's found a small town to escape to Keeps one eye on his abandoned, former self Stay in the game Just try to play through the pain Like a fighter who's been told it's finally time for him to quit Show up in shining colours And then stand there and get hit Like the clock that ticks in Dresden When the whole town's been destroyed Like the nagging flash of insight You're always desperate to avoid Like the bloody-knuckled gunman Still stationed at the breach Like that board game with the sliders And the children on the beach Stay alive Maybe spit blood at the camera Just stay alive Stay forever alive
13.
Cold through broken baseboards. I despise this town. Snow on the sunroof, Two stories down. Hold hands, Wish the snow away. Rise in the darkness, Of the gathering day. Sing Sing for ourselves alone Speak into, The microphone Cedar smudge our headbands, And take to the skies. Soar ever-upwards, On air gone black with flies. Shroud ourselves in the cosmos. Let the music play. Bright star of the morning, Shine on his rising way. Sing In the night In the nameless dark Father long gone, But we bear his mark Learn some secrets, Never tell. Stay sick, Don't get well Clutch those broken headboards. Ride the highest wave. Dusky diamonds shining in the far depths of the cave. Try to explain ourselves, Babble on and on. By the time you receive this, we'll be gone. Sing. Sing high. While the fire climbs. Sing one for the old times.
14.
You knew that they were out there by the signs they’d left behind On old abandoned buildings Just some x’s and some lines Half-circles in the concrete, crescents in the snow You could find the little beacons almost everywhere you’d go [Verse 2] Only people who were sick enough knew how to read them right I got sick when I was seventeen And I’d hunt down signs all night [Verse 3] You listen for the voices in the generator’s hum Hang out behind the powerplant and wait for them to come (na na na na na) It’s about their mission in the rustling of the surf But those secrets can be kept from you if your faith is strong enough [Verse 4] Only people who’ve been sick too long Can hold on to the hope But some friendly ghost is listening to the prayers they learned to sing At the slack end of the rope
15.
[Verse 1] Spread out the old maps on the floor Plot the course of the infection Trace from its beginnings to the present Is there no one here who's making this connection Feral cats out by the trash can To the true believer everything's a sign Scrape the pigments from the baseboards In the shadow of the western hills And paint my vision on my body In the shadow of the western hills [Verse 2] Bleak rose petaled sky in two dimensions Black tree line a blade that cuts across it all Can't seem to sleep or find my appetite Since I got back from the hospital Call up Rebecca maybe try to explain But she hangs up while I'm still talking I walk out into the rain Wander from the alley to the darkness Sink down completely leave no trace Trapped beneath the surface of the ice again Lie still with the moonlight on my face Wait for the wolves to keep their promise Listen for their footfalls on the snow I can't hear things clearly to be honest In the shadow of the western hills He gets most healed that waits the longest In the shadow of the western hills
16.
[Verse 1] Spread out the old maps on the floor Plot the course of the infection Trace from its beginnings to the present Is there no one here who's making this connection Feral cats out by the trash can To the true believer everything's a sign Scrape the pigments from the baseboards In the shadow of the western hills And paint my vision on my body In the shadow of the western hills [Verse 2] Bleak rose petaled sky in two dimensions Black tree line a blade that cuts across it all Can't seem to sleep or find my appetite Since I got back from the hospital Call up Rebecca maybe try to explain But she hangs up while I'm still talking I walk out into the rain Wander from the alley to the darkness Sink down completely leave no trace Trapped beneath the surface of the ice again Lie still with the moonlight on my face Wait for the wolves to keep their promise Listen for their footfalls on the snow I can't hear things clearly to be honest In the shadow of the western hills He gets most healed that waits the longest In the shadow of the western hills

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All songs belong to John Darnielle & The Mountain Goats, but this is a love letter to John and his music.

ALL artists featured on this cover album are trans and/or non-binary. Hence TRANScendental youth! Thanks gang!

We'll be doing more albums too, and they'll all be available here for free.

Any money donated will go toward future compilations. We are not trying to make money off of this though, as it's simply a fan project.
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released January 20, 2021

Thank you to all of the artists, and for the patience of the fans as my life fell into a well and I had to claw my way out in order to have time to release this. Thanks!

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